I was assigned my roomate today, Rachel Winzer, who knows,  months from now, Rachel and I could be looking back at this and laughing, cause we didn't know each toher, and we are the best of friends.  Or the opposite could happen, who knows?

It jsut became even more real now, there is an actual person associated with my new life.  i will be living with her, not my parents, not muichelle, not in my house, not in Texas.  I'll be in Maryland, at school, with Rachel...crazy face

She seems really really nice though

It is 7:30 in the morning, and I'm about to head off on my first big college adventure.  I'm going to Maryland until Saturday for orientation.  I'm not gonna lie, I'm soooo nervous!

Wish me luck

omg it's early

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Orientation was crazy, and long, and sometimes boring, and other times really fun, why I still kepp up with xanga when I have a facebook, I don't know. 

I like my home, I'm not ready to leave my home, but I'm ready to go to maryland, why does my mind play tricks on me. 

Right before I left, I was getting ready, and I couldn't find my class ring, and I had to leave without it...a sign?  I think so

And today watching a One Tree Hill episode, a very poignant statement about college and life after high school was made.  I finally got good at high school.   I finally figured out the person I wnated to be, and the friends I wanted to have, and now, I have to start all over, from the bottom, and yet, I so badly want to go

I need a cookie

This is horribly rambling, but considering it's 1 in the morning and very few people read thsi anymore, I think I'm allowed to ramble